Unnervingly Polite

Beauty Tips

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness…

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone…

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Audrey Hepburn

why is it human nature to want to justify ones actions??? Why is it my nature to feel the need to justify myself and my actions?? I see that my food has been moved around to my roomate’s pile of food and since we havent been talking ( by choice) I decide to very politely and tastefully put my initial on my food in the fridge. Its an expensive world right now. Food being WAY TO FREAKIN expensive so I can do whatever I want with my freakin food right???

now lets chill….its just food and all i did was write the letter “r” on some shit in my fridge. BUT no. my roomie has to write her name on all her food too ( a week after I had claimed my food none the less.) But she writes her name in BIG BOLD LETTERS as if to scream at me LOL. I might be reading into this, but my imediate reaction to this is to text her and let her know “no hard feelings” but as I start to text I realize how silly and imature this is.

Why should I explain my actions to someone who probably isnt calm enough or appreciative of my honesty. So I decide that from now on I will not waste my words on those who react so fiercly. She even took away the salt and pepper HAHAHAHA. I mean I could play dirty like her and take away 95 percent of the utensils and tableware that belong to me, but I feel that I can be above it and share.

Am I being ignorant???????????

I will be traveling East and South today to spend Easter with my family.

Its weird how excited I find myself becoming when I have a chance to visit home.  I can remember Senior year of HS and how I felt as if I was bursting at the seams to leave town.  I wanted nothing more than to leave home, and leave the drama-ridden town that had become my childhood safe-haven.  I love coming home now.  Life is SO much simpler “back home.”  No longer do my mother and I try and kill eachother, we actually get along, and coming home to see friends isn’t drama filled. PLUS when I’m back home I dont spend ANY $$$$ I spend my parents money! :)

It must just be that feeling of comfort that I’m talking about.  I am safe at home, and don’t really need to worry about a thing, until I realize I have to go back to reality in a day or two.

No matter, I will make the best of my time at home!

Similar to how the sun is coming out again in Tallahassee, the light is also emerging in my life.  No longer will I fret about my Fall living situation because I have successfully sought out a roomate, and the paperwork is SO close to being complete! I give you all permission to get back to your lives now.

But seriously this is an enormous weight off my mind; one less thing that will keep me awake at night.  My soon-to-be roomate’s name is Shea; and she is such a nice girl, I count myself really blessed to have so serendipitiously come to know her and that everything is working out.